Apa bangang sangat post2 aku sebelom ni?

Apa kejadah yg aku merapu ni?..haha itu adalah kehidupan aku masa aku budak2. jd kepada sesiapa yg membacanya harap abakan lah semua itu.

my mind..my life!

yeay!!!.......

suma benda dh jd best blk!!!....

i've found sum1!...who i cud luv n luv me back!...

bkn tu je.....nk amik keta! yeay nk amik keta!....hehe....walopun keta buruk 2nd hand....tp keta la gak!....

jnji ada transpot.....hehe bly g klas....bly bwk bby bear aku jln2....hehe....

sygnya xbly nk bwk blk umah lg...huhu

pastu now nk final lak...

gla nk cover blk result sem lepas cmne nih...

huhu

ssh ssh.....

xpe2...ada pemberi semangat br....life much better rite now!....hehe

NeW TeRm!!

aloha peps!!!.....

wooooo its in da middle n i stilll dont have a life yet....

pergh.... bosan la plak idup kt umah ni....

tiap2 ari aku men dota je...

ou kwn aku ada ckp yg DOTA tu trans 4 Dunia Orang Takde Awek...

huahaha...dh btul kot coz aku asyk main ngn org2 xde awk je termsk la dri aku sndri nih...

huhu... wat ayat sedey!

erm... dh byk post aku br matrid sorng je yg komen pun???

nmpk sgt aku x populr lg...

huhu....xpe2 trying my best nih...kk chow lo...

apsal ha????

y am i so misarable wenever im thinking bout u????
y cant i take those feeling away from me???
how can i forget bout u??
y???
y???
y do i keep on crying over u???
yy???
plizz make all of dis stop...
we broke up upon wat??
a lousy promise???
it was me who was suppose so say all those sweet thing to u...
it was me who really wanted 2 see u...
it was me who can only luv u...
it was suppose to be in ur life!!!!
i hate everything now...
im trying to hate u but i cant...
the more i try the ore i misses u...
y cant we be juz like old time??
y can i be apart of ur life anymore??
am i dat bad?
am i dat disgusting??
am i dat selfish??
can i be selfish to find my own happyness??
or werent u happy being with me??
werent u happy hanging out with??
werent u happy talking to me??
werent u happy being by my side??
wat can possibly be wrong wth us??
we fight?
we hate each other sometimes?
but didnt in the end were always back on our foot again???
im misarable now...
i dont blame u...
i blame myself coz i let u out of my hand...
each and everyday i will hate myself...
each and everyday i will scold myself....

Kill me

Kill me plizz.............
juz do it...
dont ask 4 a stupid Q...
living a life means making mistake 4 da rest of it...
so avoiding it best by not living....

THE END!!

so its finally over...
i wasted my 2 year devoting myself to sum1 for nothing...
but now i can really start a new chapter in my book....its over....
permenently...
i juz have to think of a way to make my brain stop thinking bout her...
better find sum1 fast...
but i dont really have a candidate...
huhu...

i made up my mind...

i think i can finaly get over 'her'.....
after a while, i sill can't forget her but i manage not to think about it too much....
n i manage not to get in touch wit her....
its not my decission in the first place...
how can asking to show that i cared be consider as being a busybody???
or does she has something else she's hiding....
i cant bare to think bad bout her..i know her for so long n i know she's not that type...(i think i know)..
erm.....this blabering has nothing to do with me n every1 else in the world....